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Attention... This is MY blog... Not yours. People I hate or hates me, please do me a favour... Press the red cross , or press ALT+F4 and simply FUCK OFF Layout: Everything I ask for Best viewed: IDK Screen: 1280X800	~ BLOG WILL BE PRIVATE UNTIL I COME BACK TO SG A MONTH LATER :X. SCROLL DOWN FOR TODAY'S POST! Finally, back from night-midnight cycling (o_o, lol I anyhow say one). Night cycling luhs! Rode around, on pavements and on ROADS. LALALA it was damn fun luh~ Rode to Pasir Ris Park, and made a detour to Che Yu's house, cos someone needs to do cake-making business :X. After that, cycled back, along highways and pavements, ride till my balls (or ass? I DUNO WAHAHAHA! -.-) pain siol. When we're about to reach home, a woman just appeared out of nowhere right in front of Jeremy. He jammed his break, and fell. Retarded bitch siol, just suddenly appear without front light installed on her junk bike. Lucky he fell on grass, not on the pavement (OUCH!). Ass luhs.. So we went to Kopitiam to ate some supper while Jeremy went home to clean up, and joined us afterwards. After supper, came back home, showered and blog :O. Now's almost 1, so I'll use the word "yesterday", LOL. I'm lame I know. LOOK AT THIS ASS (ANDREA), I'm LAME LOL, scold me lame if you wan -.- . Then I shall insult you more! :D So ya, yesterday, Ben and Mak came over to my house, KEVIN COULDN'T MAKE IT ZXZXZXZ!! Played X-men (o_o, you guys will think "WTH, why is he always playing X-men ~.~) LALALA. We remade a new team consisting characters we never tried using before. Then the whole team was wiped out by a mini boss -.- . So we changed game to WWE. Hahas. Played few rounds of tags, then we challenged each other to see who's the champion :O. I vs Mak, while Bro vs Ben. LOL. Ben and I won, so we let Mak and bro compete for 3rd/4th placing. Bro won, cos played cheat with Triple H x_x . Nahs jk. Blah. So I vs Ben afterwards, Undertaker(me) vs Goldberg (him). AND I WON! :D. Hahas. I was lucky though. Ben should be the winner lor! :X. Then mum came back, telling us we need to go out for dinner, so the gathering was sort of, ended like that. But had fun as usual. TOMORROW, THERE MIGHT BE ONE MORE CLIQUE GATHERING! :D. I really hope that will happen, at least before I go back to Taiwan. Haiix. Time just passes so fast. Won't be attending training cos there'll be a dental appointment, which was arranged last minute... THE 5 HERS, 5 for the different retarded codes. -.- . And 5's a nice number ass. I made her cry She said I broke her heart. I insulted her badly. I give up on ~~her~~, and I am waiting for her --Tag Replies-- Andrea--cos I couldn't be bothered to play properly! HAHAS :D Chingling--Fine my fault -.- LOL H.H-- yeahs, try another initial, cos its quite obvious that we know who you are. HAHAS. Unless you are hiding from her, while trying to get somebody back :O. Wun tell derh! :D --2044-- Will be going off, real soon. To me its soon. Starting to miss everyone and everything here, which I dun really do in the previous years. Hahs :X. Okae, so quizes first ;D. FIRST QUIZ 1.My Friends .. Many, but only some are really nice to me. REALLY really nice. 2.i'm listening to ... 最长的电影, by Jay Chou. LOL 3.may be i should learn .. Japanese, Hokkien first :D 4.i love .. My ass.. No luhs joking. THOSE WHO TREAT ME NICELY ;D. Gans, partner, best friends and Clique. Friendly kind of love yo. 5.my plan .. Get new printer, new comp (maybe), new router. Current one sucks. AND ALSO TRY TO GET INTERNET ACCESS BACK IN TAIWAN!! 6.i don't understand .. why she doesn't wanna come online. I'm despo to talk luhs -.- 7.i lost .. My... ? 8.people say .. You're a bitch. LOL. I am retarded xD 9.i am missing .. everyone, esp the Clique. 10.love means .. "Sex"-- Just some bullshit, I'm just kidding -_-. faints Don't ask me wad love is. I dun even know. 11.somewhere, someone is .. Missing me O:. Maybe 12.i'm always searching for .. Somebody 13.forever seems .. not to be in my dictionary 14.i never want to .. duno? 15.my mobile phone .. is a tool 16.when i wake up in the morning.. I turned on the comp 17.i get annoyed when , not sure. i get pissed easily. 18.parties are .. Usually fun, depending on the events 19.hugs or kisses?.. I duno. 20.today i .. and spending one more day in front of a computer 21.tomorrow i'll be .. back in Taiwan 22.i really want.. to faster grow up 23.i .. miss you 24.what is your phone brand? Nokia 25.what are the last three digits of your phone number? 618 26.what does the second message say in your inbox? From Alvina : LOL? So fast? Dots how you cheat? Evil kor. 27.who was the last person you rang? Kevin 28.who was the last missed call from? Mak 29.what does the oldest message in your inbox say? From Mdm Tan : Ho ho. You r my son too, can save the hassle by having a 现成的 :P. (was her birthday that day) 30.who comes after "J"? K ! o.o 31.go to your sent messages, what does the tenth message say? To Alvina : SIA one luhs. Lol. 32.who is you network provider? Starhub. 33.how many messages are there in your inbox? 1812 34.who do you have on speed dial three? no one. 35.if you are on prepaid card now, how much credits do you have. Duno 36.who is the first person who comes after "C"? Duno. 37.what do you have as your main ringtone? Colors Of The Heart by UVERworld. 38.pass this quiz to 10 person -Andrea -Mak -Chingling -Benjamin -Richard -Ryo -Jeremy -Michelle -Ivan -SeoJung SECOND 1. The rules of the game gets posted at the beginning. 2. Each player answers the questions about themselves. 3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog. Starting time: 2114 Sisters: 0 Brothers:1 shoes size: HOW I KNOW Height: 180+ Where you live: Simei favourite drinks: Coke favourite breakfast: Cereal/ Toasted bread Have you ever; Been on a plane: duh Swam in an ocean: near the beach Fallen asleep at school: of course! Teacher even asked if I am okae. I replied I hav headche ;D Broken Someone's heart: duh Fell off your chair: once or twice was enough, I didn't need the pain~ Waited for someone to call: Duno Saved emails: dun save dun dlt. what is your room like: Two Beds, one TV, One bookshelf. One cupboard. What is the last time you ate: Dinner Ever had: Chicken pox: no Sore throat: Yeah Stitches: no Broken nose: nah Do you believe in love at first sight: sometimes Like picnics: Who was/were the last person you danced with: Never danced before Last made you smile: TV PROGRAMME You last yelled at: Brother Today did you : Talk to someone you like: no kissed anyone: NO. talk to an ex: no Miss someone: Friends ! Eat: DUH Best feeling in the world: Anger Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no Whats under your bed: floor Who do you really hate: Bryan Goh What time is it now: 9.25pm Is there a person who is on your mind now: maybe you have any siblings: yes Do you want children: next time. Whn I grow up -.- Do you smile often: duno Do you like your hand-writing: no . Are your toe nails painted: no. Color for? Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Parents' What color shirt are you wearing now: black What were you doing at 7.00 p.m.: in Jeremy's house When did you cry last: couldn't cry Are you friendly: duno Do you have any pets: no Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: never Do you sleep with the TV on: no What are you doing right now: Doing 3 retarded quizes Have you ever crawled through a window: climbed back after looking down Are you closer to your mother or father : mother Who was the last person you cried in front of: Forget. So long ago How many people can you say you've really loved: Clique, Best Friends, Family. Do you eat healthy: duh Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: fuck. O: Did you cry because of something someone said to you: no If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: room 5 things I was doing 10 years ago : In Taiwan duno doing wad. 5 things on my to-do list today: Dont hav a list 5 snacks I enjoy: I dun eat snacks if I were a billionaire: See first 5of my bad points: How I know. Anti-social, emo, bad tempered. Bitchy-mouthed 5 people to do this quiz: -Andrea -Mak -Chingling -Joey :O -Benjamin (I AM RANDOM OKAE) THIRD 1)Where would you go if someone sponsor you an ticket ? Movie? 2)Who would you go with? Friends 3)Do you think money can give you happiness? Sometimes. No money jia sai. 4)If you were given a chance to receive anything , what would it be? BIG LOADS OF $$, love and friendship. 5)Things you cant live without . oxygen , water , food. LOL 6)What are you afraid of losing? everything 7)If you win 1million US dollar , what will you do? See first -.- 8)What do you dream of doing in the future? Let the fate decide. 9)What makes you happy? someone? Singing! 10)What type of people u hate most? People who I think are assholes 11)If you have a super power , what would that be? Power to control the fire element. 12)Would you go for happiness or money? when the time comes. 13)What do you think is the most important in life? A living Earth 14)If you have a stead , would you die for him/her ? See first O: 15)Who is the last person who hugged you? Nobody 16)What is the thing you wanna do badly right nw? talk to her 17)Who are you close to? Ask the Clique 18)Are you brave enough to confess to the person that you love? DUNO 19)If you could do something all over again , what would it be? Worked harder. 20)5 things that scare you . Insects Losing everything. Lose my voice. Ghost. Fierce Bithces O:. 21)Things that you like. Many things 8 people to tagg . -Andrea -Mak -Chingling -Benjamin -Joey -Michelle -Jeremy -Ryo --Tag Replies-- Andrea-- LOOL. U burnt bitched. Small and Tiny. O: Rich-- LOL THANKS! :D. Tagged back xD. jeremy-- HAIYOOOO hope that you can come luhs!! :X alenson-- I dun wanna talk to u. Andrea--Shush. :D Michy-- o_o . WHY? :X On Saturday, November 29, 2008 at 12:33 AM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Morning, woke up by sms from Alvina -_- . LOL. Showered, and used com. Patched Audi and played rewujie with Insulting partner, as requested by her =.= . Anyhow play luhs, busy msn-ing x_x. Went to training in the afternoon. We did not train at all today, coach was scolding us the whole time. After 1 or 2 hours of scolding, time for Physical Training ~_~ . After that packed, and went to toilet to change. Talked crap again with same usual people. Ate at hawker center and came back home to shower. Played Gunz with bro and got bored after a few rounds. Can't be bothered to train luhs -_-. Was supposed to go to Kevin's place to have a party, but apparently there was a problem, and it was cancelled.. Sadded and sian luhs -.- WAITING FOR SOMEBODY TO GO ONLINE!! ZZZ! Despo to talk luhs -.- rofl ~Currently stoning now~ --Tag Replies-- chingling-- zzz is u never listen properly lor! bowl kicker ==. U sleepyhead ;D Steven-- o_o Andrea-- U missed out derh o_o . Now I lazy remove archive liao LOLS. On Thursday, November 27, 2008 at 9:26 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Didn't went for night cycling, cos Jeremy didn't go. LOL. Played Xmen, and completed. Restarted the whole story over again, hahas. Went to tuition today with Jeremy, we sat at the back. Hahs. Oh ya, HAD A NEW HAIRCUT!! xD. Chingling (dardar?? --She asked me to say like this -.-) called in the afternoon, and I became a bowl kicker ==. But the convo was quite funny though . :X. Off to play, since there's nth much to post. --Tag Replies-- Michy-- wa... T.T . Lax lax luhs so vulgar F3 . Steven-- LOLS. Choose sch alr.. Hmmm not spam luhs. Mich is playing oni :D. Andrea-- Rofl -.- . Michy-- HAHAHAHAHHAS. Teach u how to play with html codes F3. -.- . Okae if u wanna meet me first lor . Andrea-- LOL. wan me point at u mah? :X. On Wednesday, November 26, 2008 at 9:51 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Hey guys :D. Gonna be quick post. Nothing much happened, played maple, ps2 and used msn. Kev and Mak came yesterday, but just for awhile, since Kev gotta go babysit someone. LOL. Played with Mak till 1915, called Pastamania for dinner. Home delivery - -ll. After that played PS2 again. 12 am, Chingling sent a msg telling me someone spammed my blog, again. Please lah, its so damn childish can? - -ll. Not happy with me call me luh, find me luh, bo ji or hum is it, play spam. Sucker. Anyways, going to night cycling now.. Buhbyes. --Tag Replies-- korean94--Hohos :D. Tagged more luhs! Andrea--hahas, worship beh xD. chingling-- HELLOS! Welcome back to SG?! ._. benjamin--lols. dlt alr lar :X Steven--Ya, but no chance alr. He score so low ==. Andrea-- NO NEVER. kiss my ass first insulting partner :D. Michy--HAHAS! Dun scold vulgarities pls f3. LMAO. Teach u some things next time XD. On Tuesday, November 25, 2008 at 8:46 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Mornings! lol. Slept at 3 am, and woke up at 9 plus, to reply Yvonne's message, then fell asleep again ==. Woke up again at 11 45, went to wash the plates etc etc.. Since it was my turn to wash yesterday, which I didn't cos I was to tired - -ll. Saw a bloody lizard in the basin.. Almost jumped up diaoz ~_~. Flushed it down :D. Pathetic animal HAHS!. Playing with my lip balm now and then, will be playing maple later :/. *To most asses, I change my pic liao hor ==. LMAO. Added more music into playlist (coming up SOON). --To be updated later-- ~16 37~ DONE! Songs added into the playlist, blog updated. All crap contents added =D. Going to play PS2 soon, maple later. Kachiao some woman, who asked me to call her Michy ;D. LOLS. --Tag Replies-- Steven--Moan for wad HAHAHA. Ask a girl moan let u hear better xD. And um, I'll try get him into your school luhs, but appeal to my school first, my mum say one ~_~. Andrea--LOL I noe ==. CHANGE ALR LUHS Andrea-- U SMALL KID :D. The camera angle got problem luhs F3. Like you never see me before LOLS. Small kid~ On Sunday, November 23, 2008 at 1:55 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ So many things happened today!! Well in fact, yesterday ><. Its 2 am now HAHAHA :D. First time blogging so late > <. --Saturday-- Just like all other ordinary Saturdays, woke up, got ready for training. And late again! Sien, cos missed the retarded train, thn th bus ~_~. Trained, and played match... My batting's still as suck, one strikeout ==, one walk... So ya, blah blah and training finished. Took my time to change in the toilet, and talked nonsense with Davis and Billy HAHAS. Went home, showered and ate late lunch. Got ready to go to see the bonesetter again. My whole body was aching and went to the bonesetter for a massage? LOL. Not really massage luhs, just like shifting bones back to their original positions. So since muscle ache, I got tortured lor x_x . Lied on the roller bed, and suffered T.T . My back all the way's having some problems, so when it was rolling my hips, I almost fainted ==. Headed to Eastpoint Mall to buy somethings, realised that I have sunburn... Went home, turned on comp and went to shower. Msn-ed and maple=ed for awhile, then played Wii with guests :D. Fun luh okae! > <. I own in racing games ;D. So played and played... Ran into the study to touch comp for few seconds thn go out again, check msn mah ==. LALALA. Still not cured from flu, haiix, I wonderr when it'll go away? --Tag Replies-- Andrea-- Suck meh HAHAS, just use beh :D Rich-- Ya lol benjamin-- HI! Michelle-- Scre--- you ;D. IS CAMERA ANGLE WRONG LUHS!! X_X nate-- hahas story agn :D NICE LEH :D. You goin overseas liao hor.. x.x Will miss ya ! at 2:24 AM Scream.Out.Loud ~ So long never post already..LOL. but my blog's not dead yet okae ;D. Just that too lazy to post only. Nothing much to talk about. Went to Kev's house on Wednesday and played :D. Ben wasn't there, so it was kinda empty ><. Hahas. My bro went, and there was four of us only. Kev ordered KFC and ya..I was still down with flu, well I'M STILL down with flu luh. Drank 1 can of Coke and 2 cans of green tea x_x. Played WWE again, since its a multiplayer game.. :x. Followed by a few rounds of dm cards. Kept on losing and losing zzz! Lols.. Have to improve the deck soon =D. Continued to play WWE after that.. since we've got nothing to do. LMAO. Was messaging Yvonne throughout the whole period ~_~. As usual... used comp everyday, but did nothing at all, except using msn. Listened to 背影-林宥嘉 everyday. Nice song luh ==. Hahas. Went to training yesterday with th flu... Felt like vomitting the whole time. Made alot of mistakes luh, zzz! Someone tell how I can practise myself T_T. Not like I dun wanna improve myself right? ><. PSLE results were out... Quite disappointed with bro's result, but bo bian luh...at least he improved? Hahs. Having hard time to decide which school he should go now. Singing now, going to play maple later :x. --Tag Replies-- Benjamin--yep nice to meet u too xD. Joey--Hello :D. Thanks for tagging ;D. tagged more luh x.x chingling-- hahas THANKS :D Andrea-- Who says you can't tag? >< Rich-- Got meh? ><. We're goin to same class right? :x Jeremy-- LOL i wait u all kill each others first thn backstab you :D. NICE LUH ~ Michelle-- H-E-L-L-O muahahahas :D. TAG MORE LUH YOU, thn i show u my photo ><. Tell me ur blog url leh ~ T_T oj-- HAHAS HELLO :D. Thanks for tagging ya ;D. I emo meh? ><. And ya, I will :x On Friday, November 21, 2008 at 12:22 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Sick today...suck lar - -ll. Sore throat + runny nose and headache. ZZZ. But anyways, Kevin and gang came ;D. Played team-bonding game, X-men legends 2. Talked lots of craps, and boy-girl stuff :o. LOL. Not going to say wad they are worh :x. Played WWE too, tagged with Ben and owned Kevin and Mak. Cos we rock mah ><. Ben had to leave first, so he left at 4. Changed to Bleach: Blade Battlers 2 and played backstabbing! :O. Cool lar. All went home at 430, then Che Yu they all came over to play. Practised Audi again, as usual with the help from Jeremy ;D. Hehe. Used msn till now, decided to blog ==. Since there's a missing post yesterday :x. Nth more to say.. hope that i can get well real soon, going to lose my voice real soon. --Tag Replies-- benjamin--hahas ;D. lax lax ba :x. On Monday, November 17, 2008 at 10:11 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~~ NEW POST!! ==". Ya I know I'm retarded, no need to say it so loud right ~~. First of all lar...I duno if u even look at my blog, but HAPPY BELATED BDAE to Yi Jie. Lols. What a late one zzz - -ll Went to see the bonesetter again and, Che Yu's house after that yesterday. Played dm cards at first, with Jeremy and Joel. Ganged Joel and Bro at first, then win Jeremy. Backstabber siol me LOL. Sat down there play cards for an hour or two...(hopefully) then went to play PS2. Played 'Smackdown VS Raw', fun lar okae. LOL. After that Che Yu joined us, and we changed the game to Bleach. Ganged my brother again with Che Yu this time :D. HAHHA. Evil. Ganged and won alot of times. Yar and I sound like I'm blogging in a hurry now...but i duno wad to say, so just anyhow post. BAH~~. The adults drank all the way until...12+ am I think, cos we reached home at 1+.Showered and watched House Season 4 with bro all the way till 4+ ==.Woke up at 12pm this noon.. Did nothing much tdae, played and played as usual, but played Wii instead of computer in the afternoon. After dinner played Audi with the LONG-LOST HUI QIN ;D. Her comp spoilt mah..so she's 'long-lost' :x. Never online mah ==. Tio owned lar diaoz. All pro pro liao then bully a beginner like me ~_~. According to Hui Qin, Jewellery (a K-pop group)got chio bu~~. So off to watch youtube now...BUHBYE ;D LOL. OH YA, Btw, dun wan post foto liao, cos look so fktard. SO BYEBYE!! --Tag Replies-- chingling--LOL JR lor, walk like a zha bor HAHAHA xD. Benjamin-- Yar, and wished for HER Andrea--Er ya? x.x chingling--Er lazy post LOL. On Sunday, November 16, 2008 at 10:47 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ ==". Haiz...and there she goes again, back to Japan. ~_~............ Went out to the City Hall/Orchard area today, with Ben, Jing Ren and Ching Ling LOL. Met each other at City Hall MRT around 13 35. Waited for the two zha bors (KIDDING HOR, JR AND CL) to arrive with Ben for half an hour zzz. Walked to Marina Square at first to have our lunch. Then proceeded to Suntec City. That JR and Ben kept on walking together in front at a fking fast pace, so I had to walk with Chingling. lolz. The two asses kept on looking at the back towards us siol, like they purposely want the two of us to walk together. Lan man? LOL ==" JKJK. zzzz. Like i'll do that - -ll. She keep saying yo and hi to me, then i said hi hi hi hi hi, yo yo yo yo yo. retarded ==. We waited for her to finish her lunch and went to Fountain of Wealth. played with water. ==. Took bus towards Tangs, played with handphone cameras on the bus - -ll. Took pics of Ben :D. well, they took, not me.lols. Watched madagascar 2, FKING FUNNY OKAE :x. Feel like watching again...After movie went to walk around the whole place. Walked into Takashimaya thn out agn...fk we like so nth to do walk so much. In the end went to buy some food at one of the mini food stores at Tang's Marketplace. Hahas. then go home ==, to have late dinner - -ll. WILL POST PIC TMR~~ --Tag Replies-- Jojo--Will miss ya too mei Jeremy--Hahas thx...maybe lor. slowly lar....not time yet ya? chingling--LOL of course mah ;D. And ya...not like JR so waste and walk so fast like zha bor :x JKJK. benjamin--hahas good fer u lor :x. We know why HAHAHHAHA!! On Friday, November 14, 2008 at 10:34 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Fuck it...like I want to do it also. You're neither too lousy for me, nor You did something wrong. Hell no. Not like I want to break either. I just feel that...something's fking amiss, and don't ask me why. Just something's missing. Its not your fault either. Its just not a good time, and ya, my reason. Not a good time. No other else. I'm not like those kind of people who would ditch their loved ones just to find other people. And I don't say 'I Love You' often, in fact to nobody at all. You're the first one I said that three words to. Ya, and this might be a lousy and fking lame reason, love needs timing. well to me, yes. I don't need anything, I just need your forgiveness. I'm sorry. Love is something that shouldn't be taken lightly, and hell yes, I knew it now. I still love her, but not the right time. NOT THE RIGHT FKING TIME. Hate me, if you want, I just hope that, you can forgive me. Me and my fktard reasons. I only hope, we could still be friends and if you really don't mind, which I know you'll never fking will, you can still be my mei. And I know this is very ridiculous. I should go to hell. Went to class gathering, or sort of like a lame meet up...looked at them play basketball and soccer, while I stayed at the side emo-ing. yes, i'm a fktard i know. i suck, and I think I'll need tissue paper soon, I think I might cry. Fuck it -_-. Too many things happened, having headache now. but I'm glad that u would still talk to me. i really want to cry. --Tag Replies-- Nate(1) Nate(2) Nate(passer-by)--wa...role playing uh. not bad retard ;D hahas. Jojo--T_T... bye? i'll still miss you.... On Thursday, November 13, 2008 at 9:21 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ LOL forget to post for 3 days, I think? Hahas. Did NOTHING, i repeat, NOTHING MUCH.Played Gunz, and kept on pressing alt-tab LOL. Then die. ==. Played Audi also, and was playing club dance all the while x_x, which Ivan says, suck mode HAHAHAHA. Then went to play with Ivan and his friends, tio owned ==. Play so fast, for a beginner like me how to play lar lmao. So I was practising and practising during these 3 day? I think. HAHA. Yar I know I suck lar, no need to say, but I just start only hor, mai gong siao wei ~_~. Was MSN-ing during the past few days, talking to the usual people I always talk to. Jojo You're loved, by ME ;D <33333. Hahas :x Morning woke up damn fking early lar. Need to get ready to go treatment, bonesetting? I duno how to say also. I've been having backpains all the while, so went to see the SHI FU. wakao, the whole process was like, WWE smackdown siol, like going to kill me siol. damn pain lar. shifting the bones back to their correct positions, wicked ~~ T__T. After the treatment, my back was soring, but not aching. Feels good leh x_x HAHA. So came back home, prepared everything and waited for Kevin and the rest to arrive. Played X-men, OUR FKING TEAM BONDING GAME HAHAHAHAHA. But Kevin had to go first, so we changed to WWE and bleach, but still the feeling is empty lar. Without him. But we had much much fun, and will be meeting next Monday again ;D. To play over at Kevin's house. Played Audi with Jeremy just now, of course lose lar ==. U all so pro come play with such a noob like me T_______T. Sian siol, Jojo's going back to Japan on 14th siol T___T. I'll be missing euu ;D. --Tag Replies-- chingling--where got, so fun :x Nate--haha, u and ur horny talks ;D. CRAZY BUT FUNNY, I like it ;X. Jojo--hahas, jk oni lar, dun take it seriously kae? <33 benjamin--YO ;D jeremy--walao eh, still thrash me lar...I fking noob lai derh lar T____T On Wednesday, November 12, 2008 at 7:21 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ OTHER QUIZZES =D QUIZZZZZ(: Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... They have to be real places, names, things... nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question. 1)Your name: Rex. 2)4 letter word: RAPE. JK 3)Place: Restaurant. 4)Boy Name: Ray 5)Girl Name: Rowan. 6)Occupation: Rescuer?? 7)Something you wear: Red shirts == 8)Something found in a kitchen: Red forks. All start with R lar, not cheating~ =D 9)Reason for Being Late: Raping other ppl lar zzzz. Kidding~ 10)Something You Shout: RARGH! 11)Something in the bathroom: R*. IDK LIAO 12)Under the sea: R. 13)Something on a grocery list: RRRRRRR IDK LAR KP 15)A color: RED. 14)Name an animal: REX. T-REX I tag: ANYONE who sees this and wants to do this. 2nd quiz State 10 random facts about yourself. 1. I Love Jojo =D 2. My best friend is Kevin =x 3. I love softball. 4. I think Alenson is a fktard 5. I think Bryan Goh is a fker. 6. I think that single is NOT GOOD 7. I think that Samuel Pang is fat and smelly @_@ 8. I love to cycle 9. I love to lie on bed 10.I love scolding and bullying bro 2nd quiz; Name 10 people. At the end of the survey choose 5people to tag. Name the people before reading the questions. 1. Jojo 2. Kevin 3. Alvina 4. Benjamin Soon 5. Steven 6. Nathan 7. Benjamin Ng 8. Swee Kiat 9. Jing Ren 10.Chingling Q1. Would you have sex with number 8? WAD THE FUCK!!! HELLLL NO!!!!! Q2. Whats number 6 favourite phrase or quote? Lets Have sex? Q3 . Have you seen nunmber 1 naked? OMG. See if she wants or not =x. LOL. 喷鼻血-_- Q4. Have you talked to number 9 on the phone before? Yar. Q5. What was the craziest thing you and number 2 did? Scare primary school kids and scare girls by jumping down the staircase, pooping out right in front of them. Q6. How about a relationship with number 3? MY MEI LAR =D Q7. Have you slept with number 7 before? OMG NO. In camp next next to me. LOL Q8. How old is number 4? 14. ~Womeniser~ Q9. What will you do if you see your boyfriend/girlfriend making out with number 10? WUN LAR, unless they are les~ Q10. Is number 5 attached or single? Single. Not really sure --Tag Replies-- SHIT OMG, I ACCIDENTALLY DLTED SOME MSGS ==. SORRY!!!!! THX NATE, ALVINA AND JOJO FOR TAGGING XD. ILY TOO JOJO~ =D On Sunday, November 9, 2008 at 9:29 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Blah hahas =D. Tagged by Alvina to do the quiz. SORRY ANDREA, THE PREVIOUS QUIZES U TAGGED ME TO DO, I DIN UNDERSTAND WHAT DO DO, SO NV DO TH QUIZES LAR ==. So here it is : NOTE : [X] Means You Agree With The Question. [ ] Means You Do Not Agree With The Question. SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS Talked back to a teacher [X] Been kick out of class [X] Worn pyjamas to school [ ] Had you tooth fall out at school [ ] Gotten lost in your school [X] Broken the dress code in school [X] Completely failed a test [X] Left class without asking [X] Missed a whole week of school [ ] Thrown up in school [ ] Been beat up at school [ ] HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS Argue with parents a lot [ ] Argue with your brother [X] Argue with your sister [ ] Have your own room [ ] Do your own laundry [X] SOMETIMES! Cook dinner once in a while [X] Are loud and obnoxious at home [X] Wear pyjamas when you're not going anywhere [ ] Your sleep is very long [ ] All you do is watch television [ ] Your parents are divorced [ ] You can't stand being with your parents [ ] FRIEND CONFESSIONS You currently dislikes one or more of your friends [X] You have known a friend your whole life [ ] Your friends are all taller than you [ ] You have been ditched by a friend [ ] You love most of your friends [X] HABIT CONFESSIONS You bite your nails [ ] You have an odd obsession with knives [ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed [ ] You cannot sleep with the door opened [X] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers [ ] You are good at telling lies [X] LOVE CONFESSIONS You currently like someone [X] You want to kill one of your exes [ ] You can stay committed for an unusually long time [X] You get bored of your crush/gf/bf easily [ ] PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS You hate Britney Spears [X] Boys makes better friends than girls do [X] The beach is an excellent place for a date [ ] Pink is an ugly color [ ] Needles aren't so horrible [ ] You have plenty of secrets [ ] Blood tastes extremely delicious [ ] HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS Fallen down the stairs [X] Someone had tied your shoelaces together [ ] Slapped someone across the face [X] Killed someone [ ] Someone had called you a tease [ ] You have been to Europe [ ] You had worn something inside out for the whole day [ ] THE SELF [01] Name : REX [02] Nickname : DINO [03] Love Life : IDK, not bad? HAHA =D [04] Zodiac Sign : Aquarius [05] Gender : Male [06] Age : 14 [07] High School : does 'Maris Stella High School' counts? [08] College : - [09] Height : 18Xcm [10] Weight : 78 [11] Do you like yourself : of course I LOVE MYSELF! [12] Piercing : none [13] Right or left : - [14] Are you a freak : Maybe [15] Hair : Black/a little reddish [16] Skin : Tanned, maybe not THAT tanned [17] Allergic : - [18] What are you doing now : Quiz-ing -____-(forced by Alvina), listen to music, sms [19] What will you do 1 hour later: Play computer [20] What will you do 10 years later : Something. [21] Live with mother/father/parent/grandparents : Live with parents [22] Cousin super close : Sam! THE STUDIES [56] Are you a good student: Maybe. [57] You always done your homework/assignments: In school, in class. [58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: MDM TAN! [59] Always late to school : Never. Late for class? YES [61] You love your seniors: Hmmmm, They rock lar can or not. (Softball team derh) [62] Senior who you love the most : No Difference. [63] Your classmates are good to you : Some. [64] Excellent result classmate : Benjamin, Davis, Nathan .. [65] Laziest classmate : JOSHUA TONG LOK. [66] Smart people : My arses .. [67] Stupid people : FKTARDS LIKE ALENSON TOH AND BRYAN GOH. [68] Good looking people : ME LAR .. [69] Ugly people : IDK, can't remember ugly faces well [70] Funny people : Nathan, SweeKiat, MAK, BENJAMIN SOON, KEVIN (a little sotong) .. [71] Cute people : Nathan Ng == [72] Bad people : Don't bother. [73] Honest people : TOO FEW LAR [74] Drama people : Not my prob. [75] What kind of person are you? : Quiet. Moody. Rude. Shy(?) with girls. Crazy. FRIENDLY LAR :D [76] Lip or eyes : Eyes.Mine are damn sexy okae == [77] Hugs or kisses : Hugs. [78] Shorter or taller : Taller. [79] Spicy or Sweet : Sweet. [80] Nice stomach or nice arms : BOTH LAR DUH. PACS FOR STOMACH. NICE MUSCLE FOR ARMS [81] Listener or talker : Duno. [82] Romantic or rich : Neither.______. [83] Good husband/wife or good father/mother : Either one. ALL THE FUTURE [84] Age to get marry : Before 28 ==. Too old marry not nice lar =x [85] Numbers of kid(s) : Depends [86] Career : Singer. Or depends on the fate [87] Salary : Plenty will do. PLENTY [88] Retirement age : DUNO. [89] Properties value : DUNO [90] Wishes : May we love always, always :D. Faster grow up (finish growing?) I shall now tag, JEREMY, ANDREA/JOJO, AND CHINGLING TO DO THE FUCKTARD QUIZ --END-- Blah hahas. Such a long quiz, forced by Alvina to do mah ==. LOL. Did nothing much today, going to play Audi soon~ LOLs. --Tage replies-- Chingling--HAHAS. =D Jing Ren--Oi please lar...Squeeze everything into one tag can? tagged so many zzz. Jojo--Hahas ;D. ILY too~ <3 Alvina--Er thanks?? LOL. I did ur quiz alr hor zzzz at 7:19 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Didn't post yesterday, COZ I WAS OUTSIDE =D. Was MSN-ing and playing Gunz in the afternoon. Went to appeal for double science w/ pure geography, but failed lar. TOOOOPIIID CHER =D. Andrea told me that Jojo's coming back real soooon! xD. Damn happy lar, but was thinking of what I should say to her =x. Went to Aunt Amy's house for dinner at 730. PIGGY BRO SLP UNTIL 730. Since...4/5 ++. PIG SIOL. ;D. Ate alot there, the food rocks lar okay >< !!!Played Audi on PSP and used a little bit of MSN at night, and sms-ed. Argh always doing the same things LMAO. Went home and slept at 230 AM. ZAI LAR <333333. Woke up and got ready for training today. Aunt Amy and Uncle Alfred fetched me to Kallang, so I was dozing off on the car =x. Had fun during the training, and talked RUBBISH AGAIN, with YK ;D. I think I got sunburn siol ==". Got home, washed up, ate, checked mails thn on MSN. That account was online! But I duno who's using lar. Said hi, and she replied back. She's JOJO!! =D. Talked about how much we missed each other LOL. Not that much lar. @_@. Picked my damn guts to say "I like you" at first, she was like huh? you serious? something like that, ~~BASED ON HER REPLIES~~ >< !! I told her to read my blog :x. And....... said "ILY" to each other like that lor. Went to look at friend's new house, which is under renovation. The house is damn pretty okae, and big, AND COOL. That condo is just so...heavenly? HAHAHA. Fell in love with that place, the swimming pool, BBQ pits, function rooms and many other facilities...Just that, TOO LITTLE PARKING SLOT FOR VISITORS. Then after that, we went to take dinner. Stupid fly keep on flying around siol. Was sms-ing Jojo and Alvina while eating, and I finally got the guts, to confess to her =x. And I'm officially not single anymore xD,Though this will be a little tought, since we cannot contact each other easily. But Jojo agreed =D. HAHAS. ILY LAR :D. Came back home after that, nothing else more =D. HAHAS. <3333 HER.** --Tag Replies-- Jeremy--HAHAS okae ;D. ME TOO !! Andrea--YES LAR HAHA. cool, I didn't know we can put codes in cbox lor =x Alvina--Of course lar =D. Sure will derh ;D Jojo--HELLOS ! WB TO SINGAPORE =D. Enjoy ur one week stay beh~ Haha! AND ILY TOO xD On Saturday, November 8, 2008 at 10:14 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Yesterday, went over to Kevin's house =D. Met Ben and Mak(Steven) there too...and played PS2 of course =/. Its a must to play PS2 when we meet up mah =x. Played Yu-Gi-Oh card and dm cards. Damn fun lar. Won Mak =D, but lost to him once or twice, including that time when Kevin used Mak's deck to play with me. Ben played Winx Club on the PS2 while Kevin, Mak and I was playing dm cards on the dining table ==. Crazy Guy ;D, a.k.a WOMANISER. LOL. Then we played X-men and completed quite a number of stages before all of us left. Promised each other to meet up every Wednesday, to catch up with each other and have fun ><. Next week's location is my house, HAHA. Need to think about what we would be having for lunch. Just hope that we can meet up more often...Going back to Taiwan real soon...I'll not be around for the whole of December. Today, did nothing much. had a terrible headache when I woke up...so went to training and sat on the bench. LMAO. in the dugout lar of course =/.Was playing guitar earlier on...PRACTISE MAKES PERFECT LAR OKAE, I REPEAT =D. Checked results in the morning, got into double pure sciences class, with combined humanities.zzz. Might be going back to school to appeal for pure humanities. Better mah =x. LMAO. IVAN ASKED ME TO SAY THIS: 'IVAN ROCKS =D'. Well, he really rocks ><. HAHAS --Tag Replies-- chingling--yo yo yo yo yo yo yoooo! >< jeremy--LOL lar cannot...I sure lose xD. I wan prac prac first =D Andrea--haha. i'll say HI to th girl who's sien everyday xD. Blogging in sch, Coool =D On Thursday, November 6, 2008 at 9:34 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Did nothing much these two days, LOL. Audi can work on my computer finally, so I was playing Audi and Gunz almost the whole day yesterday. Practise makes perfect mah~ =x . Played with other noobs like me in the entry channel, LALALALALA =/. Watched Ghost Whisperer as usual, and went to play Maple with Ivan awhile last night xD. His acccount was hacked, by someone he knows in real life. -___-. I really want to help siol...by giving him mesos? ;D. Went to Tampinese mall at first, to meet Uncle Ted at the Mac, and got ready to choose my very first guitar ;D. I'm going to touch music again, after two years LMAO. Walked up to Yamaha, looked at the different guitars on display there and he tested several different guitars, I'm referring to the sounds the guitar can produce. Wow...its like, he's giving a live concert down there right in the shop =x. The way he played the instrument, is so, splendid. I don't know how to explain, but, he turned into a completely diffferent person when playing the guitar. He really can express his love for music while playing the guitars. He picked one that seems to be the best for me, but left it there first. He said it was too expensive. So we went to Center Point at Orchard. We didn't like the sounds of the guitars down there...and the salesperson there wasn't that nice. LOL. So we went back to Yamaha, Tampinese Mall and bought that guitar we chose earlier on. Bought guitar strings and a theory book too =x. Hahas. Now I'm seriously going to learn playing guitar properly. Since I already paid for the guitar, and for my personal interest. I don't wanna be like last time -___-. Quit learning piano halfway...LMAO. xD. --Tag Replies-- Jeremy--Lol okae...you help me bah ;D Andrea--Lol I dunno. Cbox sucks lor maybe =x. Kevin--U sent to his home phone zzzzz Alvina--Lol The FUCK OFF...nobody cares about it also. Put for decorations > < Benjamin--Yo =D Andrea--Lol...Using comp in school o_o On Tuesday, November 4, 2008 at 5:19 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Slept till 12 today...LMAO. HAHAHA. Actually, ~~felt much better today~~, after such a freaking long sleep. But cannot remember what I have deramt about ==ll. Oh ya, that doesn't mean I forget about you already okay? I'm still...sad or wadeva one'll call it, (i sucks at English) about you leaving, and also, it doesn't mean that, I don't love you anymore. Just hope that, I can see you real soon, and promise me, you'll have fun there. Don't be too...sad? lets out a weak laugh. Hahs. Was watching television... all the way until just now, then I turned on the computer. LOL. Did nothing much actually, went over to Jeremy's house last night until 1+ then return. Haha. Of course, went there to play lar =). --Tag Replies-- Rubber Ducky-- Removed alr larh - -ll, and hor, dun be so vulgar leh xD. Alvina--Hahas. Well I'm perfectly fine now xD On Sunday, November 2, 2008 at 4:00 PM Scream.Out.Loud ~ Feeling...very empty now.But I'll post about what happened yesterday first. Yesterday Woke up around 9 plus. Mum went out, and I was all alone in the house. Brother still have to attend school. Used the computer, and did quite alot of things. Did some admin stuff, used msn and used the internet to search for somethings. Still can't quite believe she's going...so soon. Smsed Andrea and Alvina, in the morning regarding the movie we're gonna watch in the afternoon. Forced bro to buy lunch downstairs...and I feel damn bad now...for forcing him to do that, didn't invite him for movie, and being so bad to him. All thanks to my bitchy mouth =P. Jeremy came, then I rushed into the washroom to changeand get ready. Headed towards Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station. Talked to Jeremy along the way. Somebody keep sms worh :o (mai scold me lalala). Walked around the damn big Dhoby Ghaut MRT, just to look for Alvina. Lmao. Swee Kiat called, and came to look for us. And Andrea arrived, just nice. LOL. We waited for SK to reach, and listened to him complain about Nathan, who is late. We pang seh him - -ll. And its my idea. OMG. Took train to Orchard, and got squeezed on the MRT. There's an aunty/maid (idk worh) holding on to Andrea, dunno for wad shit reasons :x. Lols. Walked from the station all the way to Shaw House, Lido Complex. Saw the bamboo pole JR and BAO ZHA TOU Benjamin while taking the escalator up. Collected tickets, and all pang seh me, run into the theatre already x_x. Bought a big container of sweet popcorns zzz. I don't like sweet popcorns lar omg. Diaoz. And it was freaking big. Wasted money lor...never even eat.I felt so wasteful T_T. And the best thing, I went pok yesterday. MY $$$$$$$$$$ T_____T. The movie is sooooooooooooooo not scary. I only 'jumped' a few times, saw the disfigured face of the ghosts. But don't quite understand the storyline. After movies...we're discussing where to go or do...and I feel stupid and gan ga. Coz I asked Andrea and Alvina out and I dunno what to say or do with them. So I asked them...if they want to walk around lor...Coz need to follow my classmates ++ Chingling and Yijie around -_-. I'm so fucked up and toot. TMD. Said sorry and bye to Alvina and Andrea, then went around walk walk with the them, yar them. While the two little girls go play around. I feel so bad. Walked around...talked to classmates and Jeremy, and told him about them. Then slowly...all go one after another. Then we said goodbye to one another. Headed to the MRT station with Jeremy, and we walked to wrong side. So we went up again, and took the escalator down at the other side. Chingling called me, asked where am I, I told her. Then she said byebye, and hanged up immediately. I was like, huh? Just at the momment I locked my phone keypad, I almost bang into her x____x. Walked around with JR and Cl then had my dinner at The Canteen. Fucking expensive larh. Said goodbye to them, and went home with Jeremy. Followed him to da bao food first. ~End of Story~ LMAO. Oh ya...when i went home...used MSN. Mum and bro wasn't at home, so talked to Andrea, and yup...We discussed about her. She said something that almost...made me faint, not because its frightening or what...She sort of like, said something, which is very true, but yet made my heart skipped a beat... Today, woke up at 7++, it was pouring still, since 5 plus. And then training was cancelled. So slept to 9 plus and went to shower. Turned on the computer and msn. SHE WAS ONLINE. Was happy, yet feels sad and empty. She's going to leave, just so soon. I was afk...need to make ice cubes while she talked to me. Andrea told me I made her cry, coz I didn't reply to her. Well, she said that =x. Of course, I've got to apologise, again, and apologise being so cold to Andrea too. We used the opportunity, to talk as much as we could. But the time we had, was too short. I should have turned on the computer earlier. Its was like any other ordinary talks we had...but I treasured it. It would be, my last talk to her. Told her everything I had to say, feels like, leaving a will to somebody else? Hahs. And...I thought that, and I told her that, maybe, I loved her. But, I mean, that's quite impossible right? I don't even know her that well, I never even met her before, even though I was supposed to yesterday, but Andrea took over coz she couldn't make it. I only shared secrets with her, I know hers, and she knows some of mine. I am one of the very few that knows what happened to her, and she is the one of the very few that knows what happened, my personal problems. Kevin will know :D. And why am I smiling? I should be crying...coz she's leaving, not coming back anymore. But my tears just won't drop. If you are looking at this post Jo, I really want to tell you that I think, and MOST PROBABLY YES, that I love you, just that I didn't tell you, I don't want you to know, and I know, I can't do that too. Just, have fun in Japan okay=). Don't cry ;D I'll miss you. --Tag replies-- rubber ducky--Hey =). I suppose, this is your last tag, for me. Right? Kevin-- I'm not sure...Results comes out at next Thursday RUBBER DUCKY--Hi Andrea xD. Its was fun, yep. But I'm sorry for being cold to you and Alvina... Chingling--Ya...And I just updated =P. Slowly ba...I think I'll talk more next time when we meet xD On Saturday, November 1, 2008 at 1:17 PM Scream.Out.Loud	Me The unique one, Rex Rex Huang 15. 1 year older every 15/2. Marist from 2007 till 2009 End of Semester 1 目前就讀仁愛國中 904 班 40 號 Best Friends Since 2003/4-- Benjamin Soon Kevin Steven Mak Rex Huang To: All of my other friends friends, you know who you are, you are all important to me, and friends that I can't lose. ESP. 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