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Feeling...very empty now.But I'll post about what happened yesterday first.
Yesterday
Woke up around 9 plus. Mum went out, and I was all alone in the house. Brother still have to attend school. Used the computer, and did quite alot of things. Did some admin stuff, used msn and used the internet to search for somethings. Still can't quite believe she's going...so soon.
Smsed Andrea and Alvina, in the morning regarding the movie we're gonna watch in the afternoon. Forced bro to buy lunch downstairs...and I feel damn bad now...for forcing him to do that, didn't invite him for movie, and being so bad to him. All thanks to my bitchy mouth =P.
Jeremy came, then I rushed into the washroom to changeand get ready. Headed towards Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station. Talked to Jeremy along the way. Somebody keep sms worh :o (mai scold me lalala). Walked around the damn big Dhoby Ghaut MRT, just to look for Alvina. Lmao. Swee Kiat called, and came to look for us. And Andrea arrived, just nice. LOL. We waited for SK to reach, and listened to him complain about Nathan, who is late. We pang seh him - -ll. And its my idea. OMG. Took train to Orchard, and got squeezed on the MRT. There's an aunty/maid (idk worh) holding on to Andrea, dunno for wad shit reasons :x. Lols.
Walked from the station all the way to Shaw House, Lido Complex. Saw the bamboo pole JR and BAO ZHA TOU Benjamin while taking the escalator up.
Collected tickets, and all pang seh me, run into the theatre already x_x. Bought a big container of sweet popcorns zzz. I don't like sweet popcorns lar omg. Diaoz. And it was freaking big. Wasted money lor...never even eat.I felt so wasteful T_T. And the best thing, I went pok yesterday. MY $$$$$$$$$$ T_____T.
The movie is sooooooooooooooo not scary. I only 'jumped' a few times, saw the disfigured face of the ghosts. But don't quite understand the storyline. After movies...we're discussing where to go or do...and I feel stupid and gan ga. Coz I asked Andrea and Alvina out and I dunno what to say or do with them. So I asked them...if they want to walk around lor...Coz need to follow my classmates ++ Chingling and Yijie around -_-. I'm so fucked up and toot. TMD. Said sorry and bye to Alvina and Andrea, then went around walk walk with the them, yar them. While the two little girls go play around. I feel so bad.
Walked around...talked to classmates and Jeremy, and told him about them. Then slowly...all go one after another. Then we said goodbye to one another. Headed to the MRT station with Jeremy, and we walked to wrong side. So we went up again, and took the escalator down at the other side. Chingling called me, asked where am I, I told her. Then she said byebye, and hanged up immediately. I was like, huh? Just at the momment I locked my phone keypad, I almost bang into her x____x.
Walked around with JR and Cl then had my dinner at The Canteen. Fucking expensive larh.
Said goodbye to them, and went home with Jeremy. Followed him to da bao food first.
~End of Story~ LMAO.
Oh ya...when i went home...used MSN. Mum and bro wasn't at home, so talked to Andrea, and yup...We discussed about her. She said something that almost...made me faint, not because its frightening or what...She sort of like, said something, which is very true, but yet made my heart skipped a beat...

Today, woke up at 7++, it was pouring still, since 5 plus. And then training was cancelled. So slept to 9 plus and went to shower. Turned on the computer and msn. SHE WAS ONLINE. Was happy, yet feels sad and empty. She's going to leave, just so soon. I was afk...need to make ice cubes while she talked to me. Andrea told me I made her cry, coz I didn't reply to her. Well, she said that =x. Of course, I've got to apologise, again, and apologise being so cold to Andrea too. We used the opportunity, to talk as much as we could. But the time we had, was too short. I should have turned on the computer earlier. Its was like any other ordinary talks we had...but I treasured it. It would be, my last talk to her. Told her everything I had to say, feels like, leaving a will to somebody else? Hahs. And...I thought that, and I told her that, maybe, I loved her. But, I mean, that's quite impossible right? I don't even know her that well, I never even met her before, even though I was supposed to yesterday, but Andrea took over coz she couldn't make it. I only shared secrets with her, I know hers, and she knows some of mine. I am one of the very few that knows what happened to her, and she is the one of the very few that knows what happened, my personal problems. Kevin will know :D. And why am I smiling? I should be crying...coz she's leaving, not coming back anymore. But my tears just won't drop.
If you are looking at this post Jo, I really want to tell you that I think, and MOST PROBABLY YES, that I love you, just that I didn't tell you, I don't want you to know, and I know, I can't do that too.
Just, have fun in Japan okay=). Don't cry ;D I'll miss you.
--Tag replies--
rubber ducky--Hey =). I suppose, this is your last tag, for me. Right?
Kevin-- I'm not sure...Results comes out at next Thursday
RUBBER DUCKY--Hi Andrea xD. Its was fun, yep. But I'm sorry for being cold to you and Alvina...
Chingling--Ya...And I just updated =P. Slowly ba...I think I'll talk more next time when we meet xD

On Saturday, November 1, 2008 at 1:17 PM

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Attention... This is MY blog... Not yours. People I hate or hates me, please do me a favour... Press the red cross , or press ALT+F4 and simply FUCK OFF Layout: Everything I ask for Best viewed: IDK Screen: 1280X800	~ Feeling...very empty now.But I'll post about what happened yesterday first. Yesterday Woke up around 9 plus. Mum went out, and I was all alone in the house. Brother still have to attend school. Used the computer, and did quite alot of things. Did some admin stuff, used msn and used the internet to search for somethings. Still can't quite believe she's going...so soon. Smsed Andrea and Alvina, in the morning regarding the movie we're gonna watch in the afternoon. Forced bro to buy lunch downstairs...and I feel damn bad now...for forcing him to do that, didn't invite him for movie, and being so bad to him. All thanks to my bitchy mouth =P. Jeremy came, then I rushed into the washroom to changeand get ready. Headed towards Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station. Talked to Jeremy along the way. Somebody keep sms worh :o (mai scold me lalala). Walked around the damn big Dhoby Ghaut MRT, just to look for Alvina. Lmao. Swee Kiat called, and came to look for us. And Andrea arrived, just nice. LOL. We waited for SK to reach, and listened to him complain about Nathan, who is late. We pang seh him - -ll. And its my idea. OMG. Took train to Orchard, and got squeezed on the MRT. There's an aunty/maid (idk worh) holding on to Andrea, dunno for wad shit reasons :x. Lols. Walked from the station all the way to Shaw House, Lido Complex. Saw the bamboo pole JR and BAO ZHA TOU Benjamin while taking the escalator up. Collected tickets, and all pang seh me, run into the theatre already x_x. Bought a big container of sweet popcorns zzz. I don't like sweet popcorns lar omg. Diaoz. And it was freaking big. Wasted money lor...never even eat.I felt so wasteful T_T. And the best thing, I went pok yesterday. MY $$$$$$$$$$ T_____T. The movie is sooooooooooooooo not scary. I only 'jumped' a few times, saw the disfigured face of the ghosts. But don't quite understand the storyline. After movies...we're discussing where to go or do...and I feel stupid and gan ga. Coz I asked Andrea and Alvina out and I dunno what to say or do with them. So I asked them...if they want to walk around lor...Coz need to follow my classmates ++ Chingling and Yijie around -_-. I'm so fucked up and toot. TMD. Said sorry and bye to Alvina and Andrea, then went around walk walk with the them, yar them. While the two little girls go play around. I feel so bad. Walked around...talked to classmates and Jeremy, and told him about them. Then slowly...all go one after another. Then we said goodbye to one another. Headed to the MRT station with Jeremy, and we walked to wrong side. So we went up again, and took the escalator down at the other side. Chingling called me, asked where am I, I told her. Then she said byebye, and hanged up immediately. I was like, huh? Just at the momment I locked my phone keypad, I almost bang into her x____x. Walked around with JR and Cl then had my dinner at The Canteen. Fucking expensive larh. Said goodbye to them, and went home with Jeremy. Followed him to da bao food first. ~End of Story~ LMAO. Oh ya...when i went home...used MSN. Mum and bro wasn't at home, so talked to Andrea, and yup...We discussed about her. She said something that almost...made me faint, not because its frightening or what...She sort of like, said something, which is very true, but yet made my heart skipped a beat... Today, woke up at 7++, it was pouring still, since 5 plus. And then training was cancelled. So slept to 9 plus and went to shower. Turned on the computer and msn. SHE WAS ONLINE. Was happy, yet feels sad and empty. She's going to leave, just so soon. I was afk...need to make ice cubes while she talked to me. Andrea told me I made her cry, coz I didn't reply to her. Well, she said that =x. Of course, I've got to apologise, again, and apologise being so cold to Andrea too. We used the opportunity, to talk as much as we could. But the time we had, was too short. I should have turned on the computer earlier. Its was like any other ordinary talks we had...but I treasured it. It would be, my last talk to her. Told her everything I had to say, feels like, leaving a will to somebody else? Hahs. And...I thought that, and I told her that, maybe, I loved her. But, I mean, that's quite impossible right? I don't even know her that well, I never even met her before, even though I was supposed to yesterday, but Andrea took over coz she couldn't make it. I only shared secrets with her, I know hers, and she knows some of mine. I am one of the very few that knows what happened to her, and she is the one of the very few that knows what happened, my personal problems. Kevin will know :D. And why am I smiling? I should be crying...coz she's leaving, not coming back anymore. But my tears just won't drop. If you are looking at this post Jo, I really want to tell you that I think, and MOST PROBABLY YES, that I love you, just that I didn't tell you, I don't want you to know, and I know, I can't do that too. Just, have fun in Japan okay=). Don't cry ;D I'll miss you. --Tag replies-- rubber ducky--Hey =). I suppose, this is your last tag, for me. Right? Kevin-- I'm not sure...Results comes out at next Thursday RUBBER DUCKY--Hi Andrea xD. Its was fun, yep. But I'm sorry for being cold to you and Alvina... Chingling--Ya...And I just updated =P. Slowly ba...I think I'll talk more next time when we meet xD On Saturday, November 1, 2008 at 1:17 PM Scream.Out.Loud	Me The unique one, Rex Rex Huang 15. 1 year older every 15/2. 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