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Just came back to home. Went to consult a dentist to get braces fixed, there was something wrong with the bracket at the upper-left back. Today, well nothing interesting happened actually. Have to hand up loads of overdued homework, thats all I know. Will be elaborating on the events that happened on the last few days...Wednesday; Had elearnining that day. Wasted alot of time, watching anime. Rushed holiday homework near the end of the day.. Thursday; Since I couldn't finish my homework, and was not feeling that well, I came back home instead of going for training.. SK came over to my class and talked to me. The following's our conversation: "Eh, you so long never come sch ar? Go back Taiwan right?"- SK "yeah... how did you know?" "Bryan Goh told me. He said ur ah gong die" "Wtf? how the hell does he know? and at least phrase properly please, ah gong die sounds very shitty." "haha.. He say he read ur blog, everything is read from ur blog know one." "fuck? he dun even know my blog's url, how would he know it? He has no interest in talking to me, and saying sorry to me for being so childish, why the hell he wants to read my blog, like a big fat stalker? (Bryan and I started quarelling and became enemies since the day I'd changed seats with him, for those who didn't know.)" "you ask him la. he say he talk to you for wad, also not fun, no need and nothing to talk about. benjamin also never talk to you already." Yeap, from the conversation I had with SK, I realised (or confirmed with myself of my suspisions) that it might be Ben who's the one whom told Bryan Goh my blog url. I mean, whn one blogs, everyone will know what happens right? But I just dun wan Bryan Goh to know everything, the feeling's kinda hard t explain. To put it simple, if ur enemy, knows everything about you, and you dun like that, how will you feel. Especially when one of ur close friends is the one who told ur enemy ur blog url. How will you really feel? Friday; Kept on thinking about our conversation, and about the whole problem, and then Joshua came popping out, spamming Benjamin's blog and creating a blog to fram Bryan, Joey and Ben using the previous url I've used. He's still a good friend of mine and I dun blame him for anything.. Cross country, went to Xian Wei's house after sch with Zheng Jie, Ponyo (Yong Han), and Xiang Le. Had fun playing yugioh cards, we really enjoyed duelling with each other. Was late for the cross country. Got punished of coursem didn't care much either. Bleah. At night, asked JR about everything. Knew everything from him. Ben actually teamed up with Bryan to go against me. Okay, since I haven't post about this, this was what happened to Ben and I: January 13, I still could remember that day -_-. I said Happy birthday to Joey, whom Ben like(now I'll just say it out, though its he's little secret). SO WHAT ABOUT IT? He got pissed, he thinks that I had bad intensions. I never seen a guy, G-U-Y who's so 小心眼, who thinks too much, who's so childish. A simple Happy birthday destroyed our weak friendship. I thought our friendship was at least, normal or strong. Too naive. I've never seen the whole world YET. He even asked me what I think about Joey. I said ok, but i dun like, not my type -_- (wad else could I say). Jeremy and his bro came over to stay overnight. They were playing (including my bro) PS2 while I slept. Was feeling very sick... Saturday Well sat and friday was sorta related. Nathan called me, while I was on the way home after training. He asked about my blog, if I changed url etc. Everyone found out the blog Joshua created, which's used to frame Bryan, Ben and Joey (somehow). And also, the spams on Ben's tagboard. Nathan - "Rex I know its not you, just relax. I knew its Joshua, confirm. See he's language I already know. I just want him t delete the blog thats all, everything's settled. I dun care about it actually, I only care about him insulting me." Rex-"Okay... I'll do it." Both of them talked over msn, and sort of like settled everything. JR, SK and Nate knows that I'm not the one who does that. 100%. Only the two childish boys think thats me. I'm referring to the two Bs. Had dinner at Jeremy's house (everyday, since my mum's still overseas). Went home after earth hour, lol. Our house's lights are all off! :D. Watched yugioh till 2, 3+ . And lights off. Oh ya, Benjamin Soon and I met up to throw ball ! xD. One of the best things in my life (: Thanks Ben! I was always thinking, who really are my friends. Secondary school, its a place where one will have lots of happy memories. For me, yeah its true. But when it comes to friends problems. Answer's no. Who are my true friends, I knew who they are. And I know who they are after pondering upon these issues. However, I always have my best friends I can always count on. The clique. Thanks Kevin, thanks Steven, and thanks Ben. Really love you guys. Well i think im starting to cry already. Sunday; Braces gone haywire, went to dental clinic. Wasn't opened. Got pissed and came back to Simei to have a haircut. Feels nice ~o~. While waiting for my brother outside the salom for lunch, Shirley walked passed. She didn't notice me! O: . Msged her to ask if she's wearing black, rofl~ (refer to her blog for more details, a little bit more. LOL) I couldn't be recognised, guess that I've really changed alot. Hahs. I slimed down, thats the most important for now at least x). Invited Ben over to my house. Played MLB 09, FTW man! totally enjoyable! Went down to throw ball afterwards and got drenched for playing under da rain ><. Wondering if anyone, really reads my blog. Other than Bryan of course. But, I really hope one can really read it, and understand me, better. (: Tag Replies Shirley-- okays ;D. I might be doin daily taggin wor! ;]. ( same goes for everyone la!!! ) On Monday, March 30, 2009 at 5:48 PM Scream.Out.Loud =)
Well, didn't post for a long time, but this will not be a long post either. I'll elaborate on everything tomorrow, I promise. But for short, Wednesday- Elearning, waste of time; Thursday- didn't go for cca, loads of homework to finish, felt that I'm stalked by Bryan Goh; Friday- suspicion aroused...., went to XW's house and had some fun at least, cross country wasted my time. I was late; Saturday- I found out everything, screw life...I'm betrayed (!?); Sunday- Fun. Met up with Ben and enjoyed ourselves. Saw Shirley, she didn't recognise me O: .Well, off to homework-ing, shall post again tomorrow ;D. Bye. On Sunday, March 29, 2009 at 8:27 PM Scream.Out.Loud =p
Back to blogging, and back to Singapore. It was quite sad, that my grandfather just walked out of our lives suddenly, and silently. Looking at his photograph back at home, there wasn't much tears to shed, and not much memories flashed past my mind.. However, while I regretted that I didn't put much effort in knowing him better, I shedded tears. All I remembered was his face, his face, his heart-warming smile and that voice that calls out to me everytime we met. I missed him.First day, went back to maternal grandparents' house for the night. Stayed in my deceased grandfather's house afterwards, till Sunday. Vegeterian food for every meal... that was like, yucks (no offence). Sneaked out of the house for some snacks once in awhile. Saturday, is the seventh day after his death, which is said that his soul would return to the place he's most familiar with. Monks came over and prayed, or chanted. I'm not sure, since they sorta "sang". All my relatives came back. Met with all of my cousins, uncles and aunts whom I haven't contacted with since.. A long time ago. Couldn't remember the exact period of time. Couldn't recognise the children of my eldest uncle, but not for the children of my second uncle. We used to play with each other when we met back then. I could still remember their faces. During the whole process, I dropped the bibble, or so since I duno what its known as in English (its like a buddhist bibble XoX), TWICE ~o~. Well, made friends with cousin, exchanged email. Contacted him last night, hahas. At home, there's only my brother and I. Mum's gonna stay over at Taiwan until everything's settled. Being too devoted into religion isn't that good O: . Well that's what happened back there. I'm referring to my grandmother over some matters I overheard from the adults. Not gonna talk about it though, if you wanna know, tell me. Today's a boring day though, did nothing much but finishing up overdued homework... Tomorrow's elearning, so I still have tomorrow but I'll try to finish most of them today. --Tag Replies-- andrea-- Back ~.~ Alvina-- yeah back ._. Just msged you ytd XoX andrea-- done zeyin-- ok Kevin-- Hihi ;D. Its okay, hehe. On Tuesday, March 24, 2009 at 8:25 PM Scream.Out.Loud Fate
Well.. Its Tuesday already. Gonna be Wednesday real soon.Yesterday, which should be an enjoyable day (as Ben and Mak came over, for a gathering), turned out to be a dreadful one. My paternal grandfather passed away yesterday. Was told that he's admitted to the hospital, but when I came back home after passing the bat to junior, the room was dead silent. Ben asked if they should go back. Bro came and told me that he's gone... So close, yet so far... We shared blood relationship, but yet, I knew so little about him and, I'm very very sorry about this. I've regretted it too. Now, I learnt a lesson and looked over it as well ( took quite a short time though ._.) Will be going back to Taiwan tomorrow. Flight's in the morning. Well.. It's late now. Gonna pack bag, and sleep. Will update blog when I come back. Happy Holidays :D. On Tuesday, March 17, 2009 at 11:40 PM Scream.Out.Loud Destined To
Wasn;t gonna post, but decided to update this blog, since I have nothing to do for now. SRC tournaments... Saturday was awesome. Had fun playing in the match. There were two different lineups, for the two consecutive matches. Played for the first match, but lost. I was glad that I made no mistakes in the match. Only got scolded for base running. Esmond asked me to stop at third base actually (He was the base coach). We were allowed to go after the second match, but ended up waiting there and watching Ben's match. Had a late lunch at Leisure Park. Met up with Ben in KFC and went home together. We played softball in the void deck again, before going back home. Found that pitching was quite fun.Sunday, did nothing much. Read papers, and spent the whole day in front of the computer screen. Went for tuition in the afternoon. Ate dinner with Bro at BK. Waste money sia. So expensive. Don't think will be going there anymore, at least for the time being. There'll be training tomorrow, and then match on Friday. Gotta find time to study ;D. Buhbyes Andrea-- Lols. Alvina-- Okay will relink and tag you Ivan-- Ello! Yeap I'm fine ;D, how bout you? On Monday, March 16, 2009 at 12:14 AM Scream.Out.Loud It's Me
Today's the last day of term one (W-O-O-T-S), had ptm. Mum came and talked to Ms Lee. The talk ended in 10 minutes. Went home, and slacked for awhile before heading out to Kallang for training (under Uncle Mike, together with Brandon). I really want to buff myself up, in every aspects.The training was awesome, Uncle Mike really pinpointed out my mistakes.. Am looking forward to the next training. Hahas. Gotta go soon, there'll be matches for us tmr, for the SRC tournament. Will be a tiring day... --Tag Replies-- Andrea-- LOL idk lo. Not in best form ba. On Friday, March 13, 2009 at 9:40 PM Scream.Out.Loud It's Me
Well... What a waste. We lost to RI by ALOT. I believe that everyone's not at their best shape yesterday, that's why we lost by 14 runs. I didn't play well either, for batting especially. However, it seems that I'm one of the few who were optimistic, or, get over with it fast? I was still able to smile "brightly" ._. At least, we got a second placing, which marists had not been able to achieve for a few years. NEXT YEAR, we're gonna aim for top 4, again.During lessons... had been sleeping as usual. Hehe [: . Others were caught, but I wasn't. Kwok Jun Wei so irritating lar, everytime I sleep will keep saying "Rex, You're sleeping again." Ahh... Who cares. Teacher also never scold. Can't wait for tomorrow's parent teacher meeting! WOOT :D. Should be quite fun la hahas. SRC tournament starts this Saturday. Hope that I could enjoy the games xD. rich-- didn't lo, LMAO -.- andrea-- gonna read soon ;x On Thursday, March 12, 2009 at 4:55 PM Scream.Out.Loud It's Me
Monday... The day when school starts. Which is also one of the worst day ever :D. Schooling is total waste of time.. For parents teachers meeting, its on Friday. Ms Lee said that she will tell Mr Quayle to get me out of the team, cos she thinks that playing too much softball had affected my studies greatly. She's totally wrong. Others whom played as much as I did did well for their exams, but why am I the one failing the test with "flying colors"? I say it's because that I didn't study, that's all. I don't think she will understand though ( or so I think ). I'm gonna show her, not only her, everyone else what I am actually capable of. SO, from today onwards, I will become a SEMI-mugger, since I won't be studying for the WHOLE day. Isn't it obvious? -.- ..Off to revise.. andrea-- I'm a GUY. -_- rich-- Hhaha thanks! :D. On Monday, March 9, 2009 at 4:29 PM Scream.Out.Loud It's me
Finally got the time to update blog... Was quite busy this week, with all the matches, exams, trainings... too lazy to blog. Screwed Common Test. Failed lots of subjects. For sure, I've gt to attend parents-teachers meeting. Haiz. Really have to start studying after the nationals. Not gonna waste too much time anymore. Found that I really have nothing much to do at home... On comp, play PSP while listening to songs etc. This daily routine's making me sick and tired. No life at all. Zz! Hope that I can play softball everyday with Benjamin and his friend, like what we did just now under the void deck. We really enjoyed ourselves, LOADS. Anyways, for the nationals, we made it to the finals! :] Won Catholic High 10-4 in the semi-finals. I'm sure we will win the Champions title on wednesday, at RJC. Went to training today with a minor injury on my left arm, which became worse after the session. was trying to catch a fly ball while jumping, stretched too much and hurt my left arm's muscle. Could barely lift my left arm properly now -.- . That's all I've got to say for today, will be updating more often. --Tag Replies-- Andrea- Paiseh paiseh... Updated :D. On Saturday, March 7, 2009 at 8:18 PM Scream.Out.Loud It's me
Well I think I going crazy real soon? Stress... ? I can feel it there, but just don't have the slightest idea what it is. Heck :D. Who ask me to be a happy-go-lucky person? Hahas. Will try to manage time properly, for revision. Only scared that I'll fail physics, Hahas. That's all for today ;D. On Sunday, March 1, 2009 at 6:30 PM Scream.Out.Loud |
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![]() Rex Huang 15. 1 year older every 15/2. Marist from 2007 till 2009 End of Semester 1 目前就讀仁愛國中 904 班 40 號 Since 2003/4-- Benjamin Soon Kevin Steven Mak Rex Huang To: All of my other friends friends, you know who you are, you are all important to me, and friends that I can't lose. ESP. Xian Wei, Zheng Jie, Darren Yeo and Yon Han. |
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